wondering something...

right now i am wondering if i had done wrong to someone. hmm.. feels like that she is being cold nowadays.. busy? just my feelings that she is mad? hmm.. well.. don't know.. she is no longer telephoning me nowadays.. no longer say hi.. I think the one that supposed to be mad or angry is me.. geez. i wonder if she is the kind of person that individualist. just pretend don't see each other.. hmmm..

i don't wanna think about it thoroughly.. friends or foe huh? blah.. don't know the type and kind of person.. blah. just search for new one i guess..

tuesday is the day

arrive at seven @office.. and pup as soon as possible..
after that i attend the meeting. Eat the country style bread, juice, and bla bla bla..
hmm.. on the noon, i have three choices: attend the meeting on din tai fung, or eating at office and after that i attend middleware meeting with vendor and coworkers, or going to microsoft innovation day. Wanna go to microsoft innovation day @balai kartini.. There's awesome new tehcnology framework and some interesting presentation. So..? What's next?

Just let it flow.. Maybe i just go to din tai fung.. XD


huah.. just remembered that on this noon i have appointment too in total @ plasa kuningan. but i think i will reject it.. wanna stay @kpei more time because of this and that.. hmmmmm. all of my friends suggest me to try and grab the chance in total.. hmm.. i hope i choose the right path on this crossroads..

lunch break

oh my...

i am a little bit tired now. My boss just gave me many tasks to do. Do blah blah blah and blah.. All about testing stuff with razor team (baca: bule aussie). Availability, performance, installation, what if, etc scenario. Hmm..

Lets list what to do

1. SSIS --> make services to transfer data from oracle to sql server that is automatically update and synchronize
Participant : me, rivki (co-worker) and mr. jerri 'khan' (head of psi department a.k.a my boss)

2. Razor Testing --> design testing scenario, prepare all the files and environment, do the test
Participant : me, shandy (co-worker), mr.abdul (head of oas department), and three bule


3. Datawarehouse --> make some document about datawarehouse, learning analysis services, study about OLAP, etc
Participant : me, purniawan (co-worker), nilam (co-worker) and three vendor

4. Marco --> prepare the 'watching risk management movie' event
Participant : All Marco team

5. Tea Walk Team --> just help the tea walk event to run smoothly on Sunday
Participant : All KPEI employee

6. Middleware Testing --> help design middleware testing scenario
Participant : Me and Annisa

hmmmmmmm.... many works to do huh? well.. just try my best lah..



This week should be fun.. why is that?

because there are:

1. microsoft event innovation day
(don't know lah knapa fun, yg pasti jalan2.. hahaha)

2. tea walk
(jalan2 bersama teman kantor ke daerah bogor.. denger2 dapet UPD ama bagi2 doorprizes... pengen dapet hadiah utama..!! kek tv 42inch, ac, ato bb lah paling ga.. huhuhuhuh.. hmm.. ngapain jg gw ngarep dapet ac yak.. ga guna...)


3. the awkward season with Mr. Jimmy
(Mr jimmy adalah mvp microsoft, kpei sewa dia buat ngadain training.. dan sesi untuk minggu ini sepertinya training d microsoft, ga bosen d kantoer aja.. huhuhu)

4. Thursday is holiday
Everyone loves holiday.. lalallalaalala... And i heard that my friend gonna come to jakarta (baca: vinky ke jakarta)... dunno if we will meet and say hi or not..


5. My monitor @office is brand-NEW!!
WiDE SCREEN HP KE1851W. The model is so keren lah.. kekna buat maen dota / nge game dan buat ngoding nyaman.. lebar.. hohohohohoho...


Well then.. it's arround 1.30 now.. i have to meet bule bule at 4floor.. blah..

Meeting Time !

C u.
bye.

KOC - misread

If you wanna be my friend
You want us to get along
Please do not expect me to
Wrap it up and keep it there
The observation I am doing could
Easily be understood
As cynical demeanour
But one of us misread...
And what do you know
It happened again

A friend is not a means
You utilize to get somewhere
Somehow I didn't notice
friendship is an end
What do you know
It happened again

How come no-one told me
All throughout history
The loneliest people
Were the ones who always spoke the truth
The ones who made a difference
By withstanding the indifference
I guess it's up to me now
Should I take that risk or just smile?

What do you know
It happened again
What do you know

angry

kesel

itu yg lagi gw raasain.. hmm.. kesel yg gw rasaain itu bener2 buat gw bener2 benci ama orang yg buat gw kesel itu...

satu hal yang jadi prinsip gw adalah.. jika ada seseorang yg buat gw bener2 kesel dan marah.. welll. thats it.. dia bukanlah temen lagi.. ntah itu disengaja atau tidak.. dont care..

gw tau hal yg menyebabkan gw kesel itu mungkin bagi anda anda hanyalah persoalan sepele.. tapi bagi gw penting.. tentang JANJI..


gw bener2 kesel ama orang yg ga bs tepatin janjinya.. hmm.. di hari yg sama, lagi2 ada 2 orang yg mungkin hanya suka janji asal janji sala.. well.. mungkin gw harus bisa membedakan siapa orang yg hanya sesumbar dan siapa orang yg bisa pegang janji.. waktu 3 bulan dalam mengenal orang kantor itu masihlah kurang...


Dah gw telponin, sms in, tapi tetep aja.. pas hari h, menghilang.. ah.. beneer2 kesel.. yg gw rasakan, kehidupan d kantor itu smakin hari kok smakin individualistis yaa... hmm. tinggalin temen, temen makan temen, gosipin antar temen..


yg tadinya janji mo janji fitness bareng, jadinya mala sendiri2 dan ada yg ga jadi.. haiyah.. jadinya mala lebih mahal dan ga bareng gara2 ada yg dah daftar duluan..
welll.. yg tadinya harus meneken biaya seminim mungkin, jadinya mlah bs nyebabin pengeluaran lebih besar.. halah2.. percuma dah gw tungguin. kalau tau bakal gini, mendingan gw mulai duluan aja dari kmaren2.. ga usa tunggu2an..


keselllllllllllll pisannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn......................

ah........

skrg lagi coba dengerin lagu aja agar bs back to normal lagi..


kings of convenience...